Conversations of me...

I just want to be in love.

8:20pm The Mocking Spirit
I want to be loved.

I want to be in a committed relationship.

I want to be kissed.

I want to sms an I love you to someone at night


8:21pm The Mocking Spirit

Well.

Life is a mess that its supposed to be.


8:22pm
The Mocking Spirit

You know. It is really sad that we don't love the person who loves you.

Wouldn't it have made things a lot easier?


8:25pm The Mocking Spirit

And sometimes when you keep looking for it, it does not come to you.

It teases you.


8:25pm The Mocking Spirit

Its only when you stop searching that you find it staring right into your eyes.


8:26pm The Mocking Spirit

Its a shame, it isn't easy.


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markalive said...

io io io

Macabreday said...

i feel a lot of what you are feeling. dont you wish we had the powers to reverse certain things?

The Mocking Spirit said...

The power to know too. Because in words of Meredith Grey, Sometimes that knowing is better than wondering. It most certainly is.

The Soul: said...
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Czar said...

Beautifully put.

niki said...

@the mocking spirit- hope this is atleast slightly inspirational :)

http://nikeysays.blogspot.com/2008/07/infallible.html

Just a try

Ginny said...

sigh! its a lot better dan ending up writing sad poems...nd also love the very things we once hated...cant believe someone can change us so much....

cheers!! realy cool blog! keep more comin!

:..M..: said...

I love you :P

ray said...

Hi ,

I was reading ur blog posts and found some of them to be wow.. u write well.. Why don't you popularize it more.. ur posts on ur blog ‘A dash of Blue’ took my particular attention as some of them are interesting topics of mine too;

BTW I help out some ex-IIMA guys who with another batch mate run www.rambhai.com where you can post links to your most loved blog-posts. Rambhai was the chaiwala at IIMA and it is a site where users can themselves share links to blog posts etc and other can find and vote on them. The best make it to the homepage!

This way you can reach out to rambhai readers some of whom could become your ardent fans.. who knows.. :)

Cheers,

indiegurl said...

if you DO end up messaging someone 'i love you' at midnight, remember to delete it after.

weird as it is, anything else i could have said here would only have been less useful than this. :-)

Ygramul said...

Very beautifully put.. I wish there is something that could be done to make you happier. But as everything, this too is a phase, and it'll pass. So hold really really tight!

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